Brutal Chords

[Intro - String Arrangement]
 
||: E  G  B  B7  E  G ||
 
N.C.
I want it to be like messy
 
||: B5  Bb5  A5 :|| X2
 
 
[Verse 1]
B5             Bb5  A5
I'm so insecure I  think
 B5                 Bb5  A5
That I'll die before I  drink
    B5               Bb5     A5
And I'm so caught up in the news
   B5                    Bb5  A5
Of who likes me and who hates you
    A5
And I'm so tired that I might
 A5
Quit my job, start a new life
     Ab5
And they'd all be so disappointed
     G5          Gb5
Cuz who am I, if not exploited?
    B5              Bb5  A5
And I'm so sick of seventeen
 B5                 Bb5     A5
Where's my fuckin' teenage dream?
    B5              Bb5       A5
If someone tells me one more time
  B5                     Bb5  A5
"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
    A5
And I don't stick up for myself
     A5
I'm anxious and nothing can help
   Ab5
And I wish I'd done this before
    G5             Gb5
And I wish people likеd me more
 
 
[Chorus]
E5
All I did was try my best
E5
This thе kinda thanks I get?
B5                              Bb5
Unrelentlessly upset  (huh, huh, huh)(huh, huh, huh)
     A5
They say "These are the golden years"
      E5
But I wish I could disappear
B5
Ego crush is so severe
B5   N.C.
God, it's brutal out here
 
[Interlude]
 
B5 Bb5 A5
 
B5 Bb5 A5
      Yeah!
B5 Bb5 A5
 
B5 Bb5 A5
 
[Verse 2]
B5                 Bb5   A5
I feel like no one wants me
    B5                 Bb5   A5
And I hate the way I'm perceived
  B5            Bb5   A5
I only have two real friends
     B5           Bb5     A5
And lately I'm a nervous wreck
    A5
Cuz I love people I don't like
    A5
And I hate every song I write
   Ab5
And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
    G5            Gb5
And I can't even parallel park
 
[Chorus]
E5
All I did was try my best
E5
This thе kinda thanks I get?
B5                             Bb5
Unrelentlessly upset(huh, huh, huh)
     A5
They say "These are the golden years"
      E5
But I wish I could disappear
B5
Ego crush is so severe
B5   N.C.
God, it's brutal out here
 
[Interlude]
 
B5 Bb5 A5
 
B5 Bb5 A5
      Yeah!
B5 Bb5 A5
     Just have a really good time
B5 Bb5 A5
  Yeah!
B5 Bb5 A5
B5 Bb5 A5
B5 Bb5 A5
B5 Bb5 A5
 
[Outro]
 E            G            B    B7
Got a broken ego, broken heart    (God, it's brutal out here, And hey, it's brutal out here)
     E            G             N.C.
And God, I don't even know where to start