Growing Sideways Chords

[Verse 1]
      G                     
So I took my medication and 
    Bm 
I poured my trauma out
         C 
On some sad-eyed middle aged man's 

over-priced new leather couch
        Em                          G 
And we argued about Jesus finally found 

some middle ground
        C
I said I'm cured
 
 
[Verse 2]
          G                        Bm
And I've divvied up my anger into thirty 

separate parts
          C
Keep the bad shit in my liver and the rest 

around my heart
               Em                     
And I'm still angry at my parents for 
       G
what their parents did to them
            C
But it's a start
 
 
[Pre-Chorus]
              Em                 G
But I ignore things and I move sideways
         C                                G
'Till I forget what I felt in the first place
                   C  
At the end of the day 
                   G                      D
I know there are worse ways to stay alive
 
 
[Chorus]
                   Em
'Cause everyone's growing
                G
And everyone's healthy
            C                             G
I'm terrified that I might never have met me
            C                       G
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
               D
I guess I'll drive
               G
I guess I'll drive
 
 
[Verse 3]
         G
So I forgot my medication
      Bm
Fell into a manic high
          C
Spent my savings at a Lulu
 
Now I'm suffering in style
        Em
Why is pain so damn impatient
                 G
Ain't like it's got a place to be
              C
Keeps rushing me
 
 
[Pre-Chorus]
              Em                 G
But I ignore things and I move sideways
         C                                G
'Till I forget what I felt in the first place
                   C  
At the end of the day 
                   G                      D
I know there are worse ways to stay alive
 
 
[Chorus]
                   Em
'Cause everyone's growing
                G
And everyone's healthy
            C                             G
I'm terrified that I might never have met me
            C                       G
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
               D
I guess I'll drive
 
 
[Bridge]
        C                G
And if all my life was wasted
         Em                 D
I don't mind I'll watch it go
       C             G                  D
It's better to die numb than feel at all
        C                G
Oh if all my time was wasted
         Em                 D
I don't mind I'll watch it go
       C             G                  D
It's better to die numb than feel at all
 
 
[Pre-Chorus]
              Em                 G
So I ignore things and I move sideways
         C                                G
'Till I forget what I felt in the first place
                   C  
At the end of the day 
                   G                      D
I know there are worse ways to stay alive
 
 
[Chorus]
                   Em
'Cause everyone's growing
                G
And everyone's healthy
            C                             G
I'm terrified that I might never have met me
            C                       G
Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty
               D
I guess I'll drive
               G
I guess I'll drive